From the album Buddha Cardovo (2015)

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Will I Be Saved

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every day something from my past, shit got me thinking like. like those were the good days. like what will tomorrow even bring. how do you keep going on in life when there is nothing to look forward to? shit. shit got my mind fucked up. yea.

What will happen next when i wake from this sleep? will I open my eyes and see the bigger prize? or will i see all the lies and drown in the cries? i am too weak to fight anything of this size. my life is stuck in drive but i need an oil change. got me slugging down behind no more stationary cage. i wont ever press rewind and live old days, reminicing is a crime and i need new ways to live for the future and the health of my fam, not damned but a father i believe i can. i need to step heavy on this line and make an imprint. so sick but i gotta keep trucking through it. the light in the tunnel is never too far i push hard and keep on, on the right side of bars. important people counting on decisions i make. Imma take a deep breath so i dont make mistakes

I cant get a grip on my life, I try everyday but it feels like im just buried underneath the bright sky lights. body feeling heavy, my past catched up everyday, i cant hold it back i gotta live for tomorrow, in the future will i be saved? i dont know

how do i know if things will ever turn, like this state of mind I'm in; will that ever burn? the mistakes that i've made will they be fixed today, or does time heal certain things like this mind race? you can see it on my face staring at old days or the feeling that i get when my hearts in a maze, and i cant find the light sickening stomach tight and legs start to shake like i just became light. Nervous and stressed everyday is my mess, and i don't have the tools i left them in the west. I gotta make with what i got, try and untie this knot and keep fighting push through, buddha dont fucking stop. it's a long hill climb to reach the mountain top, but once you reach the peak there's just a long drop. i can glide at that point and just go down slow. let the wind be my guide and drift down below

I cant get a grip on my life, I try everyday but it feels like im just buried underneath the bright sky lights. body feeling heavy, my past catched up everyday, i cant hold it back i gotta live for tomorrow, in the future will i be saved? i dont know

i just hope that in the end i've lived this life right let my fam come up and see through the night so everyday everything seems so bright and consistantly keep pushing so they can see the light never fear for the past when i creeps up fast stay ahead of the game dont end up in a cast. i need to get a grip before its all gone away, make a stand right now see the top every day

I cant get a grip on my life, I try everyday but it feels like im just buried underneath the bright sky lights. body feeling heavy, my past catched up everyday, i cant hold it back i gotta live for tomorrow, in the future will i be saved? i dont know